4.18.2008

Life is a bed of roses

"... is never a bed of roses'

I am sure we have heard this before somewhere sometime by someone.

Anyways, people always say that life is never a bed of roses, but somehow, I was wondering,

why is it not?

I guess they neglected the one thing which roses have, THORNS!!

People only see the flower and its beauty, but forgot the thorns that are there together with the stems. No wonder they always say life is never a bed of roses.

Life has always been a bed of roses.

The rose has beautiful petals with the sweetest aroma. It's beautiful colors with the velvet-ike texture of the carefully shaped petals make this life a lot more beautiful. take a deep breath and breathe in the soothing scent of the flower, it enlightens our soul and keep us looking at the brighter things in life.

- The flower itself, the petals are what we always want in life, and everything that we desire for, and everything that we look for. It is full of good things, only good, and it is always nice. It keeps us moving forward and keep us striving to be better and better. These petals bring us the joy and comfort and peace. But, these petals will somehow fall and someday the flower will be removed from the soil,and lose its essence for surviving. but one thing that can reduce its chance of being killed are the thorns.

The thorns prick and hurt our fingers when we touch them, they make us try to keep away from
them, and not feel the pain. It makes us want to remove it and just be able to get the flower as easily as possible. But roses never grow without thorns.

- The thorns represent the things that are unpleasant in our lives, things that make us hurt and cry, things that make us feel the pain whenever we get near them. The thorns are the experiences which we pray day and night not to have, did not have. However, as the roses without thorns are pretty unlikely to survive the cruelty of humans to remove them from their source of life, people without these bad experiences are as unlikely to survive in this world which is made of darkness and evil lurking around. The bad things to us are blessings in disguise, and it is meant for us to learn to grow and be able to live a life which will not push us down but lift us up.

: Everything is always about us, how we see things. If we focus on the thorns, we know we will get hurt, and will not get the beautiful rose which is there. We will lose out on a lot of good opportunities in life and those good things will just pass us by. However, is we focus on the rose itself, and admire the beauty that it gives, we will stretch forth and get the rose despite of the pain it might cause us. In life, we must always look out to things which are better and always see the brighter side of life. Each and everytime when we see the good things that are waiting for us, the bad will just somehow seem so tiny and insignificant.We are here to strive to be better, and we cannot bear to live a life which is miserable because that life was never meant for us.

Carpe Diem, it was said, live life to the fullest.

Always know that somewhere after the storm, there will be a rainbow, and the rainbow is the thing we look forward to. The strom will pass, and why ponder and dwell on it, dwell on things that are not there anymore?

Think...

Just think...

4.17.2008

Just an update.

Lolz... Somebody just asked me to stop downloading videos from YouTube and update my blog. SO I am doing as told. Lol..

Anyway, my foundation program is almost over, and now I am just preparing for my exams next week. I am having a bit of confidence that I might be able to score 4.0 this time, and hope that I will be able to do so this time. This might be my only chance, not mentioning that I need the scholarship too. Lol... anyway, the subjects are not that difficult, but hope I am still able to remember the things that I read and studied during the study week. Hehehe... I really hope so.

Muahaha... but at the moment, I am chasing after this Taiwan series called the X Family, and I am so addicted to it until I cannot stop watching, and somehow lazy to study already. Hahha... I actually like a lot of the actors inside, hehe...

One of them is so cool in the show, and whoosh!!! Hahaha... the typical looking-cool-and-can-handle-every-situation character. Hahaha... Very nice...

Another one as a lot like a money-maniac like me. Haha... everything also count and count.. I can so relate to that... So, Me likey!!

Another one is a crazy girl after handsome guys.. Lol.. I can't relate to that though, cause I don't do that.. But hm... great guts if ever a girl will go crazy and be like so obvious to the guy.. As if no fear of rejection, just a whole lot of jealousy. Hahaha...

I specially like the grandpa in the show because his role in the show is so funny!! Hilarious!! Lol.. Very very interesting.. (^^) I will try to find some pictures to post about this show someday.. Muahaha... if I ever am able too lo.. Connection at home is really hopeless.. (**)

Lol... anyways, getting lazy, very dangerous. My laptop got formatted not very long ago, and now I have lost my Chinese Star and am not able to type any chinese characters. Very sad, cause I need the chinese characters to find some stuff. Ended up I need to type in English and find the chinese characters I need. Lolz...

and now I am sitting in the mamak stall typing this post, because I am not able to have a smooth connection at home. Lolz.. terrible..

Hmm... what else do I want to say?

Ah yes... we went to karaoke the other as a farewell for the whole tutorial class, and I was having quite a lot of fun, but lolz... my singing sucked, cause I dono why... muahahha... usually it ain't like that. Hahaha... We had a great deal of fun, I was actually feeling a bit nostalgic now because I think I am really gonna miss them very much after this. I managed to change my course from Biotechnology to Broadcasting and am going to stay in PJ and start all over again as in making new friends and new environment. I will only see them again next year, and who knows, both sides might not bother to say hello then?? Hahaha.. well, don't think too far.

I finally tasted JCo donuts, and thanks Li Yi!! Tiramisu!! OOssshhh.... creamy..... Hehehe... gonna buy myself more next time if I ever get to go somewhere that had JCo donuts.. muahahaha... (^^)

Well, this is all for now.. hehehe... until next time la... (^^)

4.01.2008

Babbling...

I want to sleep..

sleep sleep sleep...

I want to sleep...

sleep sleep sleep...

Seriously, I want to sleep. This morning I woke up, and I felt like missing the 8am class, but dad said that he needs to go out for an appointment by 10am, so we need to leave by 9am anyway, so I just woke up and attended the class.

It was so torturing. Not because of the lecturer, but because my eyes were as heavy as 100 tons and I could barely keep my eyes open. But if I ever try to shut my eyes, I know my name will ring through the air and later on I won't be having a good time, because my lecturer likes to bully! X(

So I sat through the class with the heaviest eyes and a big panda look ( panda bear me... anybody wanna gimme bamboo?? ) But today my friends gave me a belated birthday present... Was so happy ad touched. So seldom I get birthday present. Hahaha... So happy lo.. (^^)

Thanks gurls!! Thank you o!!

And then we went to Old Town there and eat. Honestly speaking, I am very bored with that place already. This is because I went there like multiple times and I have almost tasted everything that can be tasted there, so everything seems so boring and normal to me now. But they opened a new Hong Kong cuisine shope there, and maybe someday I will go there and try ( after I get a lot of money la.. now so broke liao.. huhuhu )...

I miss Secret Recipe. It's been a long time since I last went there. Nice food, but very expensive la. Anyway, I need to get more money first. Lol...

Next friday, we will be going to Sunway Pyramid for class farewell. This is because this is the last semester that we will be spending together. We spent one whole year together, and although at times there are many things which we do not like about other people or there are things that just cause a pain in the neck, it is hard to deny that we will not miss the people we spent the whole year with. So we will go for Karaoke, and sing until our throat hurts and lungs burst ( wow... rhymes la.. ).. Can't wait for that. Next friday will be the last day.. Hehehe.. but need to save money now.. sobs...

Exam timetable also out liao... Three days of exam in a week, and then that will be the end. We will have one extra week of holiday then. So cool!! After that we will go for degree.

We have exams on 21st, 23rd and 25th of April, Eng, Managment and last of all Web Page. I sure hope I can get 4.0 this time. Hahaha... should be able to. have a lot of time for revision, and hope I won't get lazy. hahaha... I always get lazy one. Hahaha...

so.. nothing much till now.. oo...

Just finished the group discussion assignment, and everything went pretty okay, but of course, glitches here and there, but still fine la. Hahah.. quite happy that it is over now. The next lecture class I can miss and say bye bye lo.. haha... happy la.. hahaha... (^^)

Okay la.. write too much le.. haha... stop for now la..

dum dum dum dum dum...

mmmmmmmm hmmmmm....

Tolonglah.........

Kerja kursus sudah habis, sekarang semua orang sudah rasa lebih senang hati.

Tapi, saya kini akan jadi tofu kering. Tofu kering sebab sudah tak ada duit lar...

Teruk betul. Nak beli barang pun tak boleh, nak dapat balik telefon bimbitku yang kini masih berada di dalam laci kedai pun tak boleh. Sedih betul.. Seksa lah!!

Nak curi duit pun tak boleh, saya kan budak baik? Tak boleh jadi budak jahat. Nak minta duit pun tak boleh, akan kena belasah oleh ibu and abang.. Nak cari duit pun tak boleh, tak ada orang yang nak upah saya. Nak mengemis pun tak boleh, saya tak rela and tak ingin.

Macam mana ni? Rasa macam nak mati la.. Saya rindu akan telefon bimbit saya yang seakan memanggil saya membawanya pulang.

Tapi tak boleh lah!

Kalaulah saya ada kuasa sakti, aku akan jadikan diri saya orang yang paling kaya di dunia ini, sebab saya nak telefon bimbit saya, dan seluruh kompleks beli-belah.

Aduhai.. Sedihnya, seksanya..

Tulis Bahasa Malaysia pun tak gunanya.

Sudah saya tulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris dalam petikan yang sebelumnya.

TAK TAHAN LAH!!!