4.18.2008
Life is a bed of roses
I am sure we have heard this before somewhere sometime by someone.
Anyways, people always say that life is never a bed of roses, but somehow, I was wondering,
why is it not?
I guess they neglected the one thing which roses have, THORNS!!
People only see the flower and its beauty, but forgot the thorns that are there together with the stems. No wonder they always say life is never a bed of roses.
Life has always been a bed of roses.
The rose has beautiful petals with the sweetest aroma. It's beautiful colors with the velvet-ike texture of the carefully shaped petals make this life a lot more beautiful. take a deep breath and breathe in the soothing scent of the flower, it enlightens our soul and keep us looking at the brighter things in life.
- The flower itself, the petals are what we always want in life, and everything that we desire for, and everything that we look for. It is full of good things, only good, and it is always nice. It keeps us moving forward and keep us striving to be better and better. These petals bring us the joy and comfort and peace. But, these petals will somehow fall and someday the flower will be removed from the soil,and lose its essence for surviving. but one thing that can reduce its chance of being killed are the thorns.
The thorns prick and hurt our fingers when we touch them, they make us try to keep away from
them, and not feel the pain. It makes us want to remove it and just be able to get the flower as easily as possible. But roses never grow without thorns.
- The thorns represent the things that are unpleasant in our lives, things that make us hurt and cry, things that make us feel the pain whenever we get near them. The thorns are the experiences which we pray day and night not to have, did not have. However, as the roses without thorns are pretty unlikely to survive the cruelty of humans to remove them from their source of life, people without these bad experiences are as unlikely to survive in this world which is made of darkness and evil lurking around. The bad things to us are blessings in disguise, and it is meant for us to learn to grow and be able to live a life which will not push us down but lift us up.
: Everything is always about us, how we see things. If we focus on the thorns, we know we will get hurt, and will not get the beautiful rose which is there. We will lose out on a lot of good opportunities in life and those good things will just pass us by. However, is we focus on the rose itself, and admire the beauty that it gives, we will stretch forth and get the rose despite of the pain it might cause us. In life, we must always look out to things which are better and always see the brighter side of life. Each and everytime when we see the good things that are waiting for us, the bad will just somehow seem so tiny and insignificant.We are here to strive to be better, and we cannot bear to live a life which is miserable because that life was never meant for us.
Carpe Diem, it was said, live life to the fullest.
Always know that somewhere after the storm, there will be a rainbow, and the rainbow is the thing we look forward to. The strom will pass, and why ponder and dwell on it, dwell on things that are not there anymore?
Think...
Just think...
4.17.2008
Just an update.
Anyway, my foundation program is almost over, and now I am just preparing for my exams next week. I am having a bit of confidence that I might be able to score 4.0 this time, and hope that I will be able to do so this time. This might be my only chance, not mentioning that I need the scholarship too. Lol... anyway, the subjects are not that difficult, but hope I am still able to remember the things that I read and studied during the study week. Hehehe... I really hope so.
Muahaha... but at the moment, I am chasing after this Taiwan series called the X Family, and I am so addicted to it until I cannot stop watching, and somehow lazy to study already. Hahha... I actually like a lot of the actors inside, hehe...
One of them is so cool in the show, and whoosh!!! Hahaha... the typical looking-cool-and-can-handle-every-situation character. Hahaha... Very nice...
Another one as a lot like a money-maniac like me. Haha... everything also count and count.. I can so relate to that... So, Me likey!!
Another one is a crazy girl after handsome guys.. Lol.. I can't relate to that though, cause I don't do that.. But hm... great guts if ever a girl will go crazy and be like so obvious to the guy.. As if no fear of rejection, just a whole lot of jealousy. Hahaha...
I specially like the grandpa in the show because his role in the show is so funny!! Hilarious!! Lol.. Very very interesting.. (^^) I will try to find some pictures to post about this show someday.. Muahaha... if I ever am able too lo.. Connection at home is really hopeless.. (**)
Lol... anyways, getting lazy, very dangerous. My laptop got formatted not very long ago, and now I have lost my Chinese Star and am not able to type any chinese characters. Very sad, cause I need the chinese characters to find some stuff. Ended up I need to type in English and find the chinese characters I need. Lolz...
and now I am sitting in the mamak stall typing this post, because I am not able to have a smooth connection at home. Lolz.. terrible..
Hmm... what else do I want to say?
Ah yes... we went to karaoke the other as a farewell for the whole tutorial class, and I was having quite a lot of fun, but lolz... my singing sucked, cause I dono why... muahahha... usually it ain't like that. Hahaha... We had a great deal of fun, I was actually feeling a bit nostalgic now because I think I am really gonna miss them very much after this. I managed to change my course from Biotechnology to Broadcasting and am going to stay in PJ and start all over again as in making new friends and new environment. I will only see them again next year, and who knows, both sides might not bother to say hello then?? Hahaha.. well, don't think too far.
I finally tasted JCo donuts, and thanks Li Yi!! Tiramisu!! OOssshhh.... creamy..... Hehehe... gonna buy myself more next time if I ever get to go somewhere that had JCo donuts.. muahahaha... (^^)
Well, this is all for now.. hehehe... until next time la... (^^)
4.01.2008
Babbling...
sleep sleep sleep...
I want to sleep...
sleep sleep sleep...
Seriously, I want to sleep. This morning I woke up, and I felt like missing the 8am class, but dad said that he needs to go out for an appointment by 10am, so we need to leave by 9am anyway, so I just woke up and attended the class.
It was so torturing. Not because of the lecturer, but because my eyes were as heavy as 100 tons and I could barely keep my eyes open. But if I ever try to shut my eyes, I know my name will ring through the air and later on I won't be having a good time, because my lecturer likes to bully! X(
So I sat through the class with the heaviest eyes and a big panda look ( panda bear me... anybody wanna gimme bamboo?? ) But today my friends gave me a belated birthday present... Was so happy ad touched. So seldom I get birthday present. Hahaha... So happy lo.. (^^)
Thanks gurls!! Thank you o!!
And then we went to Old Town there and eat. Honestly speaking, I am very bored with that place already. This is because I went there like multiple times and I have almost tasted everything that can be tasted there, so everything seems so boring and normal to me now. But they opened a new Hong Kong cuisine shope there, and maybe someday I will go there and try ( after I get a lot of money la.. now so broke liao.. huhuhu )...
I miss Secret Recipe. It's been a long time since I last went there. Nice food, but very expensive la. Anyway, I need to get more money first. Lol...
Next friday, we will be going to Sunway Pyramid for class farewell. This is because this is the last semester that we will be spending together. We spent one whole year together, and although at times there are many things which we do not like about other people or there are things that just cause a pain in the neck, it is hard to deny that we will not miss the people we spent the whole year with. So we will go for Karaoke, and sing until our throat hurts and lungs burst ( wow... rhymes la.. ).. Can't wait for that. Next friday will be the last day.. Hehehe.. but need to save money now.. sobs...
Exam timetable also out liao... Three days of exam in a week, and then that will be the end. We will have one extra week of holiday then. So cool!! After that we will go for degree.
We have exams on 21st, 23rd and 25th of April, Eng, Managment and last of all Web Page. I sure hope I can get 4.0 this time. Hahaha... should be able to. have a lot of time for revision, and hope I won't get lazy. hahaha... I always get lazy one. Hahaha...
so.. nothing much till now.. oo...
Just finished the group discussion assignment, and everything went pretty okay, but of course, glitches here and there, but still fine la. Hahah.. quite happy that it is over now. The next lecture class I can miss and say bye bye lo.. haha... happy la.. hahaha... (^^)
Okay la.. write too much le.. haha... stop for now la..
dum dum dum dum dum...
mmmmmmmm hmmmmm....
Tolonglah.........
Tapi, saya kini akan jadi tofu kering. Tofu kering sebab sudah tak ada duit lar...
Teruk betul. Nak beli barang pun tak boleh, nak dapat balik telefon bimbitku yang kini masih berada di dalam laci kedai pun tak boleh. Sedih betul.. Seksa lah!!
Nak curi duit pun tak boleh, saya kan budak baik? Tak boleh jadi budak jahat. Nak minta duit pun tak boleh, akan kena belasah oleh ibu and abang.. Nak cari duit pun tak boleh, tak ada orang yang nak upah saya. Nak mengemis pun tak boleh, saya tak rela and tak ingin.
Macam mana ni? Rasa macam nak mati la.. Saya rindu akan telefon bimbit saya yang seakan memanggil saya membawanya pulang.
Tapi tak boleh lah!
Kalaulah saya ada kuasa sakti, aku akan jadikan diri saya orang yang paling kaya di dunia ini, sebab saya nak telefon bimbit saya, dan seluruh kompleks beli-belah.
Aduhai.. Sedihnya, seksanya..
Tulis Bahasa Malaysia pun tak gunanya.
Sudah saya tulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris dalam petikan yang sebelumnya.
TAK TAHAN LAH!!!
3.29.2008
My poor phone.. Poor Poor Phone.. (PPP)
My Poor Poor SE phone...
It is there, sitting inside a drawer in the shop, wondering why its master abandoned it, left it all alone there longing to be back at its master's pocket, used for conversations and singing out the music inside it.
SORRY LA PHONE!!
YOUR MASTER SUDAH BROKE!!
huhuhu... my poor poor SE phone, RM120 also I cannot afford to pay to get it back. Very frustrating in thinking how to get it back. I need to fast for 4 weeks of lunch in order to get it back. Not buying anything else, not eating anything but drink plain plain water. Huhuhu.. Can someone shower money for me from the clouds?? I need it!!
My poor poor SE phone. I dono when will we be reconciled. I dono when will you be able to bemy alarm clock and mp3 player again.
Poor poor SE phone... huhuhu...
How I wish I can get you back now.. huhuhu...
Please wait for me, my poor poor SE phone. Don't get sold.. huhuhu...
3.17.2008
Survey.. stolen from people's blog

1. Does it matter to you if your bf/gfsmoke?
- YEAP!
2. How about drinking?
- YEAPPY YEAP! Unless wedding dinner la...
3. Do you want someone you cant have?
- Definitely..
4. If someone liked you right now,would u want them to tell u?
- Of cz!! Why wanna keep it secret?
5. Whats your favorite sport?
- Ehh.. I don't do sports.. They don't like me either...
6. Its saturday night, you're homealone.. what do you do?
- Sleeping beauty....
8. Can you do the splits?- Haha... I wont bestanding straight anymore...
9. Do you like roller coasters?
- Before meals... And mostly no!
10. Whens the perfect time to have aboyfriend/girl?
- God knows when!!!
11. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
- ehh... dono wo.. handsome ma can la.. rich can la..
12. Whats your favorite band?
- I like individual singers.. (^^)
13. What are you doing this weekend?
- Help my friend with assignment maybe???
14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
-dono... got nice food can dy.. (^^)
15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy?
- I think is wrong kua.. most of the time not available liao de.. (**)
16. Have you ever hugged someone?
- I love to hug!!!! Huggy huggy...
17. Ever kissed someone you werent attracted to?
- I must be damn desperate if I do.. NO!
18. Do you like anyone right now?
- So totally... head over heels!!
21. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-PHYSICAL APPEARANCE!! Top to bottom! Whoo hoo...
23. Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
-beach lar.. I hv fear of heights.. hahah..
24. What kind of phone do you have?
-Motorola lar.. SE went to factory...
26.Computer or laptop?
-Lappy... Comp oso got.. (^^)
27. What is your favorite store?
- Anything with nice shirt and pants and shoes.. accessories tooo....
28. Jeans or sweats?
- I see my name, so JEANS!! Sweats????
29. Which year has been the best so far?
-eelek....
30. How old are you gonna be on yournext birthday?
- 19.. ON THURSDAY!! Hebohkan la... hahah...
31. What should you be doing right now?
-Studying for a test and working on my assignment.
32. What is your favorite tv show?
- OPRAH!!
33. Color?
- I like black to slim, and green for cool cool cucumber.. (^^)
34. Are you attracted to gals/guys smoke?
- NOPE! But we can be friends.. just dont puff in my face...
35. Would you want a chilled laid backgf/bf or a party animal?
- No party animal!!!
36. Have you ever fallen on your buttin front of a crowd of people?
- Don't remember
37. Explain your dream car:
- Nice and cool and can be driven can le...
38. What do you do when you're at home?
- What do you do?
39. Whats your favorite subject?
- The cute guys?? hahahha...
40. Where do you want to go to college?
- Grammar mistake!! I wont answer.. hahaha
41. Do you like to go to concerts?
- Neveer been to any before..
42. Favorite type of music?
- Dono.. nice can le..
43. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- My bed very small, I don't think I have much of a choice...
44. Scariest thing you've ever done?
- NONE! MUAHAHAHAHAHA....
45. Whats the best feature about you would say?
- NO answer for this.... (**)
46. What annoys you?
- hypocrytes, extreme laziness, nagginess.... bla bla bla...
47. If you had one super power, whatwould it be?
- CRUSH CRUSH!! no la.. I like to be able to read minds and see through people!! haha
48. Ever gone to saturday school?
- of cz la...
49. Been kicked out of class?
- I'm their angel... they can't do that to me..
50. If you could say anything to anyone?
- I love you very much, know that??!!!
51. What are some of your favoritequotes?
- Dono.
52. Are you jealous person?
- Maybe...
53. Are you friends with people that you shouldnt be friends with?
- errr......
54. What are two of your fears?
- hantu and owang mati
-failure and rejection
3.12.2008
Too far into the FUTURE

Hahhaa... I guess I was looking too far into the future... But anyways, let's talk about it..
Sometimes, we stumble across the topic of what our future will be like, especially having a family- how many children? cook or not cook?
Well... Funny how people will stare at me and as if they just met a miracle when I mentioned the fact that I would want to have 4 children.. Actually, that is considered a lot, but to me, that would be ideal.. Best still, 2 girls, 2 boys. Wanna know why? Go down.
I want 2 boys and 2 girls for the fact that they will be able to accompany one another, since people of the same gender might be able to talk and chat easier, as well as share stuff together. (^^) And I don't want just 1 or 2 because if one leaves for some other places some day,then the other would be pretty lonely at home. (^^) Friends are friends, but siblings are those that we can count on for most of the time. (^^) I really want to see my children having fun together, making noise, fighting over things and making beds.. hahaha.. so nice.. (^^)
And when I say I wanna cook, people thinks I'm crazy. I thought it would be great if I am able to cook for my own family and see them enjoy the food, while I improve on my cooking . ( honestly, I am not a good cook. The stove hates me.. lol.. ) I don't know why people will just stare at me and say, 'You don't look like those people who will cook!!'.. HELLO! Don't judge me by my looks k?hahah...
That's why time management is important. No time management, next time, I wont be able to do anything.. (^^) So, don't tell me I WON'T be able to do it, okay? hahahahaha...
And I can't wait to be travelling around while I'm still single.. I can't wait!! I want to travel! I want food!! lol.. as if there is not enough in Malaysia..
Anyway, gone too far.. but, no harm to think and dream right? hahaha..
2.23.2008
Holidays Phewww.... ~
My holidays are almost over.. Back to those hectic days with assignments and exams..
But actually, I am kinda happy that those days are going to resume. Throughout this whole holiday, I was almost like a mushroom. I spent my days sitting and staring at the big box at home, or the portable box which can sit on the lap. So aimless and boring.. Nothing better to do.. Haha...
Now that I am going to have something to do, my brains will not rot and I certainly won't be an aimless soul anymore. But somehow, I know someday I will be typing a post to complain and whee whee wang wang about how I hate assignments and this and that. hahah... well, till then, let me enjoy th feeling of looking forward to have something to do. Haha..
I am certainly looking forward to the new hairstyles which I will be exposed to when classes resume. I will either stare in awe or stare in disbelieve. It is interesting how just one month of nothing-to-do can change a person from the crown of their head to the sole of their feet. You just might not be able to recognize any of them anymore. muahaha.. interesting.. haha.. maybe some grew fatter and some thinner, and some crazier and some quieter. Whoosh... gonna be a whole day of finding out who changed what. COOL!
Hehe.. well.. till then, wanna catch more sleep, I bet I will be panda again when classes start.
Here mushroom mushroom!! Bedtime!!